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Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Hope
Even as promises were broken and dreams shattered, i still choose to have Hope... All i am doing now is trying to hide the pain i feel inside so that people wouldnt know how sad i am but i guess i actually suck at that. Even my colleagues at my workplace can actually see how hurt and restless i am. Who am i kidding, I cant forget her, not even abit no matter how much i try. Filling all my time with only work and church but yet its effecting it all.
Everyone really knows i dont regret loving her, how could i? yes she has hurt me alot, but she has made me happy just as much. Wasting her time just to see me from day to day at every chance she gets. No matter what she has done, she will still be the one i love the most in this lifetime and thats just not going to change. I love her and thats final.
I do not blame her for hurting me. Everyone has flaws, their own imperfection and its all just about acceptance and tolerance. I've hurt her too, alot and i dont deny that, probably even just as much as me but i guess we'll just never know.
These few days not having her around is just killing me. The toughts of our good and bad memories haunt me all thought my days. I really miss the warm hugs i used to have, her in my arms holding me tight and not wanting me to ever let go. I need her so badly, i need her love cuz i'm slowly fading away into dust.
Vivien, you are the only person i love now and always. I love you.
Loves,
Jon
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Introduction
Hey there, my name is Jonathan Lim, i'm 18 and i am just your average kid next door...
I am not a nerd so i go out often, because i just cant seem to sit my ass at home. I am i guess, shy and quiet at time but once you get to know me you would start moving away from me. hah.
Well, i hope its safe to say that i am TALL, DARK, and HANDSOME... haha.
Okay, fine, maybe not so much of the handsome side but well, dont judge a book by its cover yah.LOL.
I LOVE CHOCOLATE =p It makes me go crazy i tell you...LAWL! other than that, i like hanging out with friends, music, video games, movies, reading(at times), i am straight, and most importantly i love God!
I like meeting new people no matter what colour they are, brown, white, black or blue(no offence) haha... i aint no racist so no worries.
This blog has no personal benefits, i treat it as my own life journal and sharing it to anyone who doesnt mind reading*cheers*
To know more about me, add me up on facebook and msn=) jonathanlim92@live.com
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