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Monday, December 28, 2009
Bloody Tears
I sit here wishing this night that things between us were better, that all this pain in whats life of my heart would go away. The past few days i was just fine, till tonight when she called me all the sorrows came into my broken heart again. I tought i could finally control my feelings, i tought that it could finally be over and have some peace, but i guess not... The shadows of my pain is lurking around the corner, haunting me, killing me slowly. I just wished things were different, that our love never existed. I hate myself for allowing you to hurt me like this. I hate myself for not being able to let go. I hate myself for loving you when you dont now. How pleasant it would be if L.O.V.E. disappeared. Nothing else hurts more than love, not falling down a bike, not being hit by a car, but the person that you're so in love with that holds your heart. I love her, but it seems pointless now. Even if we got back together, it will never be the same anymore, there would be a gap between us, distancing us apart. Its silly now to still be praying for a stronger relationship now that the trust is gone. Gosh, i still love her so much, i just wanted her to know that. Dear, I do love you so much, but I have no choice but to fade away now that i'm beginning to be invisible to you... I love you, but its too late i guess...
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Introduction
Hey there, my name is Jonathan Lim, i'm 18 and i am just your average kid next door...
I am not a nerd so i go out often, because i just cant seem to sit my ass at home. I am i guess, shy and quiet at time but once you get to know me you would start moving away from me. hah.
Well, i hope its safe to say that i am TALL, DARK, and HANDSOME... haha.
Okay, fine, maybe not so much of the handsome side but well, dont judge a book by its cover yah.LOL.
I LOVE CHOCOLATE =p It makes me go crazy i tell you...LAWL! other than that, i like hanging out with friends, music, video games, movies, reading(at times), i am straight, and most importantly i love God!
I like meeting new people no matter what colour they are, brown, white, black or blue(no offence) haha... i aint no racist so no worries.
This blog has no personal benefits, i treat it as my own life journal and sharing it to anyone who doesnt mind reading*cheers*
To know more about me, add me up on facebook and msn=) jonathanlim92@live.com
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