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Friday, December 18, 2009
the broken pieces of my heart
This heart of mine is shattered into a million pieces, and nothing can ever put it back together. If only this pain could be taken away that i may be numbed to the sufferings that i've felt all this time. Nothing can keep my mind off her, neither the things that she has done to me. I could only wish for her to care and love me as much as i do for her, but i guess that
just wont ever happen. Her heart is not here even though her body may be. Her is soul is lost, tangled up with another but just not me anymore. I miss her so much now, i cant even bear to imagine my life without her in it. I love her with all my heart and all my soul, i am giving all i am to her, but only if she knew how much. Every night i have been spending my time alone hiding in the dark corners of my mind suffering silently, slowly. Thinking to myself, how could do such a thing to me. How could she?!?! There maybe a deep scar in my life now, but no matter what. I still want to be together with her, no matter how much more i have to go through or how painful it would be. I would do that for her, not for any reason except that i love her, too much. I cant bear losing her or even thinking about letting go. It just hurts too so much but i have to live with it. Even with all this, it still wouldnt be ever good enough. I was never good enough for her. I am nothing but a jerk.
I already feel as tho i am a fading star molted into the dark cold nightsky... The brighter i try to shine, the faster i light off... Soon, i will turn into nothing but dust in the sky.
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Introduction
Hey there, my name is Jonathan Lim, i'm 18 and i am just your average kid next door...
I am not a nerd so i go out often, because i just cant seem to sit my ass at home. I am i guess, shy and quiet at time but once you get to know me you would start moving away from me. hah.
Well, i hope its safe to say that i am TALL, DARK, and HANDSOME... haha.
Okay, fine, maybe not so much of the handsome side but well, dont judge a book by its cover yah.LOL.
I LOVE CHOCOLATE =p It makes me go crazy i tell you...LAWL! other than that, i like hanging out with friends, music, video games, movies, reading(at times), i am straight, and most importantly i love God!
I like meeting new people no matter what colour they are, brown, white, black or blue(no offence) haha... i aint no racist so no worries.
This blog has no personal benefits, i treat it as my own life journal and sharing it to anyone who doesnt mind reading*cheers*
To know more about me, add me up on facebook and msn=) jonathanlim92@live.com
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