I can see now, each day her love for me is fading away. She was never like this, but now its just too obvious. This heart has never felt such sorrow and pain. Its like all the joy and happiness that i have ever had in this lifetime are all wiped away and replaced by wounds and scars that would never go away. How i wish this could stop, the pain and agony i have felt all this while. I just want to get it out of my heart, my mind and completely out of my life but it wont. Its haunting me every second of the day. I just cant seem to block the toughts of the sorrow this heart is feeling. Dark clouds seems to revolve around me and it never leaves me alone. This burden kept in my heart is killing me slowly, painfully. If only i could make it all go away. Sometimes i wish i could leave this world, into another galaxy, where i can start a new life. Where i can find peace and find myself. My life seems to be a mess now, just dont know what to do anymore. God also had seemed to left me behind, i wish he could be around to guide me, to show me back to the right path but He is just nowhere to be seen anymore. Each day the pain grows more and more. She just dosent seem to bother much anymore, as if i was becoming more and more invisible to her.
All i could hope for is her love but i guess, its too late now.
