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Tuesday, January 5, 2010

A person who comes along

Hello.
Does anyone flashback what they've done in the year of 2009? 2009 was a brilliant year for me, theres something and some people i didn't expect to come along. It was just like a dream, a beautiful dream that i never had. It was amazing, but its even greater when you've met someone who love you so much. Someone who takes whatever reason just to see you smile.

I had my last moment in 2009 with the person i care and love the most. A memory that i won't ever want to forget and it was just a good starts for another year coming ahead. It was not surprisingly to know there is a guy who would love you for so long, tried so hard to get you as his girlfriend. But it was so unexpected to know that he would be the guy who came to my life, unexpected that he is already part of my life that I can't live without. I knew i didn't make a wrong choice, but i want things to be more perfect. As i want to mention, he was one of the guys who liked me for years.

There's the moment i was trying to let go, move on and believe that i want to live without him. We constantly fight, fight for small little things but every each time makes us even more closer. There's a month was like a scary nightmare, we fought a lot and didn't really talk for few days. There was a moment i thought it was the end.... but it wasn't. It was just an experience that made us closer, an experience to learn how to appreciate each other more. In fact that there's nothing going on smoothly in every relationship, conflicts and third party will always be there. Frankly speaking, he isn't completely mine but he is taken and not available. Everyone knows, still, respect is another important thing.

I believe LOVE is a very strong word, love is something to keep each other together. We cannot hold on something that wasn't destined to be yours, but hold it tight when it already belongs to you. I appreciate for whatever he had done for me, love me like no body else can. I'm sorry for disappointing you and hurting you all the time when i'm not suppose to. But you're the best thing which came along my life in year 2009.

I love you <3. Your baby speaking.
Good night.

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