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Sunday, June 13, 2010
Frustrations

Its so hard to just stop thinking. Every single night, it takes hours just to finally doze off into sleep. Everything I do, I just can't seem to focus and everywhere I go, I've got to put on a fake smile. I don't know what I'm doing anymore, everything I do is always wrong so I guess its best to just not do anything at all. How I wish things were as before, when everything was so good, when life actually seemed to have given me a break, when I'm finally smiling for no reason at all. Even in just a few days, she could make me feel as if its heaven on earth. Now, I'm ignored and pushed away as if I just never existed. Yes, it hurts ever so badly. If only there was a way that I could make things better, I swear I would. Now, every time my phone rings, my heart skips a beat, hoping it was her but as always, its never her. I want to talk to her so badly but whenever she is right in front of me, I just don't know what to say. Everytime she comes around the corner, I don't know if I should smile or hide my face. I care about her but I guess I that just cared too much. I'm trying so hard to stop thinking, but I don't wanna forget her. I really am just so lost right now. I need to be left alone.
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Introduction
Hey there, my name is Jonathan Lim, i'm 18 and i am just your average kid next door...
I am not a nerd so i go out often, because i just cant seem to sit my ass at home. I am i guess, shy and quiet at time but once you get to know me you would start moving away from me. hah.
Well, i hope its safe to say that i am TALL, DARK, and HANDSOME... haha.
Okay, fine, maybe not so much of the handsome side but well, dont judge a book by its cover yah.LOL.
I LOVE CHOCOLATE =p It makes me go crazy i tell you...LAWL! other than that, i like hanging out with friends, music, video games, movies, reading(at times), i am straight, and most importantly i love God!
I like meeting new people no matter what colour they are, brown, white, black or blue(no offence) haha... i aint no racist so no worries.
This blog has no personal benefits, i treat it as my own life journal and sharing it to anyone who doesnt mind reading*cheers*
To know more about me, add me up on facebook and msn=) jonathanlim92@live.com
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