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12:05 AM

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Depressions

I do not know what to do anymore. I am so confused, so frustrated and so so depressed. I'm in another state of mind, lost and unable to find my way to the exit. I'm left hanging like a frame on the wall, without any directions and with nothing to hold on to except for the slightest faith I still have left. Today was not such a good day for me, but at least I know some truth now and yes, as always, the truth hurts. When she told me all those, I could feel the glued-back pieces of my heart cracking all over again. Bit by bit, sorrow by sorrow, I'm slowly fading away into the dark again where I belong. I really have true unconditional feelings for her but I do not have the chance to show it, at least not in a way she would realize. I am so afraid of losing someone again, especially someone as special as her. She says "I don't see anything so special/attractive about me" and the answer I held to myself was "you may think you're not all that but you seriously don't know how much you mean to me". If she would ever ask me "how much are you willing to sacrifice for me?", I would gladly reply "I would probably show you better than i can tell you". She doesn't know how much she is worth in my eyes, if only she gave me the chance to show her, I would be satisfied because at least then, I know I tried my best and that she knows how much she is worth to me.

For now, Miss X, I only want you to know that no matter what the situation is, I'll be right here for you if you ever need me. And, you probably would not realize anymore but, I wont give up. I'm going to continue proving myself, even if you don't ever notice it.

Loves,
Jonathan

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Hey there, my name is Jonathan Lim, i'm 18 and i am just your average kid next door... I am not a nerd so i go out often, because i just cant seem to sit my ass at home. I am i guess, shy and quiet at time but once you get to know me you would start moving away from me. hah. Well, i hope its safe to say that i am TALL, DARK, and HANDSOME... haha. Okay, fine, maybe not so much of the handsome side but well, dont judge a book by its cover yah.LOL. I LOVE CHOCOLATE =p It makes me go crazy i tell you...LAWL! other than that, i like hanging out with friends, music, video games, movies, reading(at times), i am straight, and most importantly i love God! I like meeting new people no matter what colour they are, brown, white, black or blue(no offence) haha... i aint no racist so no worries.

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