Sitting here, staring right up into the darkness that overcomes the sky. Wishing you were here to share this moment with me. The old days are gone, but the memories still never disappears along with it. The thought of you always comes to mind, always cheering me up and bringing me down at the same time. Confusion is the game, not knowing what to believe in these days. Yet all I feel is emptiness. A piece of the puzzle is missing. Trying not to bother about it, trying to put it all aside, trying so hard just to have fun but always, something comes in the way. Why can't life just give me a break. Torture and suffering without any limitations or endings. When would it be my turn to see the greener grass on the other side?