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Sunday, May 30, 2010
The Sacrifice

As tasks starts to overwhelm me, assignments are burying me, people are stomping over me, i ask myself "why do i always sacrifice myself so that everyone is happy and well off?". Many people have told me, "sometimes you just can't satisfy everyone" but still I was too stubborn to listen and still continued to try my best to fill joy in the hearts of others. Every single day, people tend to take advantage over me just because I'm being so nice to them but what they cease to realize is that I'm only human, I have flesh, blood and feelings, just like everyone else. But yet i still try to help everyone as much as possible till the extend of sacrificing myself bit by bit. Why can't others see that I'm human as well, why cant i be treated as good as how i treat others? When they are at fault, I do not blame them yet I pick them up from the ground and comfort them, telling them "at least you did your best" but when I make one mistake, people scold, shout, point fingers and screw the shit outta me...
Don't I have a heart that bleeds as well? Cut me and you can still see blood, just like you and everyone else. I am not God, neither am I a saint. I am just as good as you, a sinner, a person that makes mistakes but why is it nobody gives a damn about me when I do nothing but care for everyone else? People say "if you want to be treated well, treat others well"... haven't I been good enough? Its depressing how heartless people can be.
oh well, i guess thats life huh?
I've learnt my lesson. No more Mr.Nice Guy.
cheers*
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Saturday, May 29, 2010
Chillouts
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Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Sunshines!

Finally, life seems so much more brighter now. Everything is good, better and awesome! College is great, met a whole lot of new friends. Friendly, nice people and of course there are those who are not so nice but i guess its normal right? Anyways, guess what...? I've been elected General Manager of my class. Hilarious right? Knowing who I am and my past, i actually made it this far. I know i know, your eyeballs are goina pop out soon... haha, and no... i am not leading them blind! LOLs... Movin on, classes are good, assignments are pilling up, and sweat is starting to roll down every inch of my body again. After 5 months of rest, i'm finally using the pen again! I totally forgot how to write and my english just got suckier... bummer huh... Gosh, how i miss High School. When everything is so darn relaxed, running around in the hot sun every single day, hiding from the teachers, "toilet breaks" and doing dumb-ass retarded stuff in school... College maybe fun too, but now i have no choice but to be bound by rules. I guess thats life, rules, law and whatsoever... Anyways, theres this girl, an interesting little species...haha, she is so cute, straight forward, weird at times, crazy, bitchy but really nice... not like others, gosh she rocks! =p
She shall not be named for now or never so i shall just refer her as Miss X.
thats all for now, to be continued....
cheers*
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i'm back!
Heyya guys, i'm back! Sorry that i went missing for so long but i've been really busy and reluctant to update my blog... but since it has been too dead for too long, i guess its time i resurrected it... phahaha... so yeah well, it'll be updated frequently again. =) cheers*
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Introduction
Hey there, my name is Jonathan Lim, i'm 18 and i am just your average kid next door...
I am not a nerd so i go out often, because i just cant seem to sit my ass at home. I am i guess, shy and quiet at time but once you get to know me you would start moving away from me. hah.
Well, i hope its safe to say that i am TALL, DARK, and HANDSOME... haha.
Okay, fine, maybe not so much of the handsome side but well, dont judge a book by its cover yah.LOL.
I LOVE CHOCOLATE =p It makes me go crazy i tell you...LAWL! other than that, i like hanging out with friends, music, video games, movies, reading(at times), i am straight, and most importantly i love God!
I like meeting new people no matter what colour they are, brown, white, black or blue(no offence) haha... i aint no racist so no worries.
This blog has no personal benefits, i treat it as my own life journal and sharing it to anyone who doesnt mind reading*cheers*
To know more about me, add me up on facebook and msn=) jonathanlim92@live.com
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