Sometimes I wonder, if you even still remember everything that we've been through. No matter the joy or pain, have you ever tried to recall what it was like once upon a time? It was never easy to be in a relationship, as it was never meant to be simple. So why complain about everything that had been and could have been? Towards the end, it was cold and hurtful. I had even forgotten how it was like to actually be loved as it was had been so long since you really meant those 3 words often misused. All this while, I was thinking what had I done to deserve so much of all this, but then again, I realized that maybe we were just never meant to be. 2 years had passed and it all had gone to waste. Just for that one moment of happiness that you had found in others. I'm sorry that I could not provide you that happiness that you always wanted, as I was never happy myself. Although I am sad that what we had worked for so hard had to come to an end, but I'm glad I do not have to hold on to the pain as I go.
