The journey we have been through together, I will never forget. As that smile of yours will be the most beautiful picture in my world. As years passes by, we grew stronger as we knew each other better but we also grew weaker together as we fight over the littlest issues. It has been a amazing yet painful path we have taken and sometimes the pain becomes unbearable. I know I have not been the best man in your life, as I have never been the best man in anyone's life, not even my parents. You have stayed with me through my saddest moments, and you have been there to celebrate my joy. On the other hand, I was never there as I promised. I appreciate every effort and love that you have put into this relationship although I may not be the best person at showing how much I appreciate you. Relentlessly you were there for me, bearing all the pain and agony of being with me, asking only for my loyalty & love but even that I could not deliver. Although you put your ego and pride on, you've always been patient and forgave me each time I made a mistake so big that it hurt you, I never meant for that to happen. If I had one wish, I'd wish not to turn back time, but instead for you to have found someone much better than me so that he can bring out that beautiful smile of yours instead of me making tears roll down your face. I do not deserve you, after all you've done for me, I cant stand to see you hurt anymore. Its time you let go of this parasite. Despite all I've done, I had, still and will always love you, that much I know.
I'm sorry I could not be the perfect one.
Thank you, for loving me.
