It has been a long time since I've gotten this tingly feeling in me for someone else. The question now is, to fall or not to fall. Maybe its just lonesomeness, maybe its just another infatuation, or maybe just I've hit my head too hard. Past relationships are bittersweet, they give the sweetest memories to people but then again, they also instill fear or being hurt again by someone else. Emotions and feelings can't be contained, yet those who are afraid still tries to keep away from what their heart tells them. It is never easy to decide when your heart makes you feel something but your brains gives you the logic out of it. Is it worth it, to love even when you know you're just going to be left broken in the end?
She is the sweetest thing I've ever seen with a smile that could melt anyone's heart. Although not sexy, hawt or curvy, but she's the most adorable person I've met so far. Its stupid of me to go crazy over someone I barely know, its simply irrational... but somehow, I just can't seem help myself. When my phone rings, my heart skips a beat. When I sleep, thoughts of that sweet sweet smile pops outta nowhere. Throughout my entire day, I can't help but smile idiotically at replies, even when its nothing much. What is this spell she has cast over me without even herself realizing?
The first time I saw her, I couldn't take my eyes off her. I tried to look away but the next thing I know, she in my sight again. I could't help but realized the sadness she had in her eyes and the only thing I could think of is to comfort a total stranger. What has come over me? I can tell that she'll never ever be interested in me, not even by the slightest bit...but yet I still want to chase after that beautiful face. All I know now is, this is definitely not going to end well.
I just hope its worth the chase.