I know how hard it was raising a child like me up. I know the hardships you went through that you kept in your heart. I still remember the time where you used to hug me and kiss me when I was just a baby. It may be just a hazy memory but at least I know that you love me deep down inside. You may not say "I love you" to me nowadays because of your thick ego of being a man, but I for one know how much I mean to you. I'm sad because I lost that one picture of you holding me in your arms, together with mom when I was a young kid, celebrating my birthday at grandma's. I appreciate everything you have done for me, even how small the deed may seem because it still means alot to me. I find it funny tho how after Yean(my 14years older sister), you wanted a son so badly and when I finally came out, I made all your hair white. LOL. Anyways, even though I do not say "thank you" that often doesn't mean that I do not appreciate everything you have done. I do, deep inside, I do but like you, I have my own ego. You know how the saying goes, "like father like son". Trust me dad, I can see how much you actually love me even if you don't verbally tell me that. Little things such as worrying about whether I have eaten or not, weather I can catch up with my studies, staying up just to pick me up from the KTM station. I know I may not be the ideal son you wanted, but I am doing my best now to be what you raised me up to be, a man. I'm sorry for all the arguments we had, I'm sorry I make you worry all the time, I'm sorry for not listening to you, I'm sorry it kills you to see me smoking. If I were to say sorry for everything I have done, I would take months for me to be done apologizing. Therefore, for today, I'd just like to say
"Happy Father's Day, you truly are the best dad a son could ever ask for. I love you, daddy."