Have you ever wondered how did you get here or even what have you been placed on this planet for? I do, all the time but some things, you just wont find the exact answers you're looking for. Life has funny ways of working, one minute you're so happy you can touch the sky, another minute, you're so down its as if you're stuck in quicksand. Life couldn't get any simpler as it can be, where things unexpected pops out from nowhere and bites you on the ass. Some people believe that everything happens for a reason, some people believe its God's will, some people don't even know what to believe in. Some questions even rocket scientist and doctors can't figure out the answer to. To me, I believe in living life how you get it and appreciate everything you have at this very moment before its too late to realize that its gone for good. Yes, I have regreted many decisions that I have made in the past and if I could, I would go back and undo it. But that just isn't how life works, isn't it? I mean, why cry over spilt milk when you can buy fresh new ones. Life has its ups and downs and sometimes it hits and you fall real hard. *whamp!* but what are you going to do about it? Pick yourself up or stay down and kiss the ground? I've learnt from my mistakes and it sure hurt like crap. Each time something wounds us and we get up, we grow stronger. I have from my past. That is why I'm taking this path which is move on and wish you the best. You're happy, I can see and who am I to take away that happiness from you? I have my own happiness to search for and its somewhere out there in the sand. It may not be an easy journey to let go of something I took so much effort to gain, but when its time to let go, its time to let go.
I've had this little card with me since I was a small boy and I don't know where it came from but its written...
"if you truly love something, set it free. If it comes back to you, its yours to keep. If it doesn't, it was never meant to be".
Although I'm gone, a promise is still a promise and I always keep my words. I'll watch over you and be there for you when you need me. It doesn't matter if you know it or if not, if its me in person or someone else. I'll keep my promises and I meant every "I Love You".
Take care.
